Confusion !

An intermingled state of mind when u are stuck up between choices. we have choices, lack determination and lack a vision of proper targets. We keep on running between these choices one after the other till life decides a choice for us.The worst part why we fail to determine between the choices is that we have fear inside us. on papers we are strong, can console friends and families but when it comes to yourself, we are scared. We always fear of unforseen circumstances which are bound together with fine thread of possibility.Cut short the story, today i am confused because i have two choices.and the tragic part is my both choices are absolute dependent on each other just like the mutually inclusive events of probability theory in mathematics. I don't know if event 1 will happen, not sure if event 2 will happen but just if both of these happen i am sure its a top box for me on this heavenly Earth.MY choices are also bound by fine thread of possibility, best part is they are binded and there is a possibility and bad part is i am not very good in calculation of probabilities. only thing i can do is i can try and wait to get the odds in my fate, but luxury of time is something i don't have.